I Don’t Know (Steve Hill)
I needed abstinence, I need obedience
I really needed you to take me away
A random break-in, how I got taken in
I never did get what I needed that day
I sit and wonder why, as rain would fill my eyes
If you ain’t got nothing’, then why be a slave
You want what you want when you want it
You need what you need, when you need
So tired of getting by, getting low from getting high
What used to work is working inside out
It was a quick release, now full-fledged disease
It’s pulled me in, now it’s time to pull out
Can feel, can you feel, can you feel it
I’m still me, let me be, please don’t steal it
Seems so long ago, the dream said here I go
The queen is waving in a parade of pretend
You want what you want when you want it
You need what you need, when you need
Do you want what I need, I don’t know
I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know anymore
Does it show, gone too low, does it show that I’m torn
I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know what it’s for
Do you know do you know do you know what it’s for
Can’t get up, can’t get off
Had enough, I’ve been caught
Won’t let up, drop me down
Can’t get up, turn it around
The dry air is dense, lost my innocence
Waving goodbye just like a long lost friend
At first some much to give, the dirt I can’t relive
Makes you wonder how it all got lost
Give it a second chance, like a long lost romance
One time around will never get you across